I had to let him go
Like the mother robin
Crowded with her noisy young
In the disheveled nest of twigs overhanging the patio door
Those scruffy chicks there one day
Then gone the next
Never to return
I saw the young robins
Awkwardly flying about the yard
Their mother watching pensively from afar
But there was no going back
They had fledged
Never to return
A mother remains a mother
No matter what
But the young become adults
Eager to take flight on untested wings.
Like the mother robin
I have finally let go
Awkwardly giving up that need to nurture
Now I watch pensively from a safe distance
Then I find my way home
To save myself
Never to return
