I love making monotypes These are one of a kind prints, not produced in an edition format. Currently, I work on a gelatin plate that I made myself from Knox gelatin and glycerin. It has the feel of a flat gummy bear. The ink is rolled on and then I press the paper down on the plate. Stencils and textures applied to the plate make interesting patterns and shapes. At times I have a concept in mind- other times I work from my intuition alone. When I see a composition forming, I apply finishing touches with stamps, stencils, and colored pencils. Sometimes I apply collage elements.
Every piece I make is an adventure. There are no mistakes. If I don’t like how a piece is turning out, It can cut up and be turned into greeting cards, bookmarks, or go in the collage box for use in another piece.
My particular process can be pretty involved. I have tried to document most of the steps.
I’m always staying tuned for ideas (see my post “Where my Ideas Come From” ) but sometimes they pursue me- relentlessly. Think about wild birds flapping in your head endlessly or like someone tugging on your apron strings constantly. Yes, the ruckus will go away eventually, but not entirely. The inspiration will just go to someone else to be manifested and then pretty soon your muse will give up on you all together and you will be very lonely.
It takes a certain amount of energy to sell ones work- at least as much as making it. After the New Year, I have given up such notions to just play and experiment with printmaking, clay, and mosaics. It’s liberating to just experience a process without attachment to profit or outcome. Play is undervalued in our culture. It is so rejuvenating.
In meditation the goal is to focus on the breath, observing thoughts with non judgement. It is an exercise to become aware of one’s inner dialogue without criticism. According to Yoga International….
” Meditation is a practical means for calming yourself, for letting go of your biases and seeing what is, openly and clearly. It is a way of training the mind so that you are not distracted and caught up in its endless churning. Meditation teaches you to systematically explore your inner dimensions.”
I decided to take the concept of meditation and apply it to my art making, meaning any creative task I undertake. As a visual artist especially, I’ve noticed that I have a habit of letting a stream of negative judgement runs through my mind as I make art. My inner critic tells me “this is not good enough” or “if I only I did this – or that” or some such chatter. This is a perfect recipe for artistic block – and I have been there.
When toddlers begin to walk and fall down, they don’t give up. They try and fail over and over again. Parents cheer and don’t discourage. It’s part of the process of learning. Too bad we give that child-like wonder as adults
As of the New Year I am making art with an attitude of play and experimentation rather than judgement of whether my work is good or bad. If a piece doesn’t work, so be it. I have learned from it. I am mindful to my inner dialogue as I create. When negative thinking enters my mind I say “You are not welcome here. Let me play!”
This week I began an online class, Making Monotypes with a Gellatin Plate taught by Linda Germaine. it’s been the perfect opportunity to apply “The art of non-judgement.”
It’s so liberating. I’m having fun. I can hardly wait to get back to the studio…..
Experimenting….first try printing with a gelli-plate!
I you are into gardening you know that to stimulate growth, a shrub needs to be pruned. A plant subjected to stress is stimulated to flower.
Originally my intent for this blog was solely to promote my artwork. The events of this last year changed all that. After the 2016 election, I was devastated. My mother was diagnosed with Alzheimer’s in February. My father passed away in May. Disasters, man-made and natural, plagued my psyche. I became blocked as a visual artist. Then, I put promotion aside and began to write poetry and began my blog .
When I signed up for WordPress I wasn’t expecting more than just a platform to just plunk things online. I found community, I found like-minded people all over the world. I found hope, motivation, & inspiration. I’ve grown as a writer and as a blogger. Two of my poems have been selected for publication. There are followers on my blog and I follow the blogging journeys of others. Finally, It’s taken me a year but I have finally shed my fear and have started to create with heart again.
In the darkness I have grown. Through hard times, I have begun to flower.
There are many ways to structure a creative life. I admire those that can make a living from their pen or brush. For me, anytime I have attached profit to my creative endeavors, the business of it all can suck the very joy out of the process. In my experience, it takes at least as much effort to market and sell my work than making it. Now in my 60s and retired from teaching for over 2 years I am asking myself “How do I really want to be spending my remaining precious time on this Earth?
This dialogue has cropped up again in the wake of my first holiday show of the season. Yes, I walked away with a few hundred dollars in my pocket but was it all worth it? I could have made that money easily with some substitute teaching (which I don’t mind) and been far less exhausted. By the time I crunch my time in my studio, schlep my stuff to the venue, sit and sell (hoping for good attendance), make my booth fee, schlep home and unpack, ask myself “Where is the joy in all this?”
Thinking about profit sabotages both my spontaneity and my passion, like a relationship gone stale. I have one more show and then that will be it. My Etsy shop will remain up. It will generate a few sales and act as a portfolio of sorts. After the first of the year, I will be selling my big kiln as there will be no need for it. If someone wants to buy my work, great, otherwise I will enjoy donating it to others and make just for the joy of making.
Gas molecules will fly all over the place unless held in a container. That’s what I’m like . Unless I am contained in a structure, I am all over the map. As a result, I can feel inefficient and anxious. Ironically it appears that in order for me to “think outside the box”, I need to be in one
For most, they have a structure imposed by a job, school, and/or family responsibilities. That used to be me but 2 years ago I retired from teaching and now it’s up to me to create my own structure. In other words, I get to be my own parent. Scary.
I make several kinds of visual art, play music, sing in a choir, and write, plus take care of an aging farmhouse on rural property. I’m doing a little of this and a little of that. As a result, my work is all over the place with no real sense of focus & accomplishment. I am “showing up” but irregularly without a clear set of goals. So after bumbling around for a while in this new found frontier of freedom, I realize that in order to function effectively I need to create my own “box” for myself to save me from chaos.
Recently I sent for books on the subject. Currently, I am reading , Goal Setting forPeople Who Hate to Set Goals.” This small book by Keith Ellis is helping me prioritize & set measurable goals step by step. Today I am going to sit down, write out my goals and create a visual flowchart to follow. For me, unless I write things down and have a visual posted in a place where I see it consistently, all will be a wash.
Some successes thus far: I have started to get up an hour earlier. That helps a lot. I also for some months now have been following a modified version of the house cleaning and organization system on flylady.net. My house is way more in order and clean than ever before by just following her simple systematic approach. I function much better in a clean, orderly environment.
If you have any tricks to stay focused and organized, I would love to know!